He felt guilty for how he had been treating you, how he had been spending so much time with Clara and their son.
He had been so focused on them, on his new family, that he had completely neglected you.
As he watched you stand there, the hurt visible on your face, he felt like a fool. He was your husband and he was supposed to be making you feel loved and wanted. But instead he had been making you feel invisible.
His chest ached as he forced himself to look away, focusing back on Clara and the feeding baby.
Sana nasıl davrandığı, Clara ve oğullarıyla nasıl bu kadar çok zaman geçirdiği için kendini suçlu hissediyordu.
Onlara, yeni ailesine o kadar odaklanmıştı ki seniTamamen ihmal etmişti.
Seni orada dururken, yüzündeki acıyı izlerken kendini aptal gibi hissetti. O senin kocandı ve seni sevilmiş ve istenmiş hissettirmesi gerekiyordu. Ama bunun yerine seni görünmez hissettiriyordu.
Kendini başka tarafa bakmaya zorlarken göğsü ağrıyordu, tekrar Clara'ya ve emzirilen bebeğe odaklandı.